I think I love you But it must be so, Cause I miss you without you, I cannot do anything, and you are always on my mind, so seeing this, it must be, I was unaware, but now I can see that your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us, there isn't a single thing we have in common, so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers, but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you But it must be so, Cause I miss you without you, I cannot do anything, and you are always on my mind, so seeing this, it must be, I was unaware, but now I can see that your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

why didn't I know that it was you, why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me, it was beside me all along, but only now can I see love.

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selos

11/22/2005 05:26:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|i really dont know how to start this one but im gonna try.. my jeepney ride to philcoa SUCKED and not only that kulang na lang gawin akong flat tire ng katabi he was big.. and classmate ko siya sa math but damn it was too aweful.. pero enough about the aweful things this day life teached me its greatest ironies last night.. i dreamt about HIM and i dont know why then when i woke up i was suddenly thinking about him AGAIN yes again.. after that final long exams are paths have not crossed but there he was.. and damn it i thought i dont have feelings for him anymore but from the 5 seconds we looked at each others eyes.. the feeling came back.. but i know it never went away it was just buried..somewhere the same feeling i had ever since i noticed that he existed nareremember tuloy yung araw na yun it was a friday and oh crap forget the hiding thing he wouldnt be able to read this unless you go tell him fine.. it was in bio class(i wont say whether 1,100,200 or chenes) and september has arrived (september is not a person its THE MONTH okay?) and that was that very first time i saw him in class.. maybe because he was at the back row while i was in the front row and what is weirder was the first time i saw him i really didnt like him.. but he was really cute i mean he was there sitting on the floor(its a common practice in UP) with his headphone and humming that linkin park song i will never forget that.. hahaha.. and until now i still dont know his name.. but the catch is I KNOW WHERE HE LIVES yup you read that right.. maybe you would call that destiny or whatever i was on the jeepney from cubao and i rode the jeep that had a different route to cubao than the one i should have gotten but i saw him.. tamang tama natutulog ako sa jeep nung nagising..eksaktong-eksakto nandun siya damn talaga.. but i think he knows my name i know it.. basta.. i know it when someone knows my name.. yun lang.. and then how can i forget that stupid jeepney ride yes the IKOT one i was going to my usual unbelievably loving Kas2 class when he was there.. i think he was from his ES1 class and he was going to Vanguard.. walang imikan...basta wala yun pala hinihintay lang niya na lumayo yung jeep bago tingnan niya nakakainis ggggggrrrrrr basta ganun hay naku.. enough about him.. i can live a day without him anyway baka may gf na siya..(what the heck am i saying) so now lets go to happier pastures sino ba ang nakita ko kanina.. think oh there were my blockmates.. who are sorely miss hahaha... well except ofr 2 people how can i miss the two of you when everytime i go to the math building i see the two of you(this goes for jerome and jayson)daming j!! you smile at me(unlike yung isa diyan na pagnakikita ako ay parang ako ang karma sa lahat ng ginawa niyang kasalan !! well dear its not my fault) hahaha anyways.. i saw abram today yes si ABRAM!!!kasama si bim walang hiya ka.. i really missed you!! also aiko and arcel(kasama ni jayson) si richard(of course..why were you the one to be geog1 classmates..hahahaha pahiramin mo na ko nung harry potter ha!! hindi na kita aawayin PROMISE) yehey!!! sino pa ba ang nakita.. of course my super sungit of a classmate sa math.. ganda ng mga curls hahaha.. okay ill stop.. but then again with the rate that im going maybe i wont.. stop.. hahaha okay stop it na.. then who else have i met.. sorry now i forgot who they were.. okay im really sorry.. i just want to add.. im really happy that you give me a messages in friendster.. but please dont waste my precious time(ahem.ahem...) in saying if i can text you and if i can add you.. you can add me anytime.. im okay with everyone.. so please stop harassing me with those knids of messages.. coz they give me one thing :headache:. thank you its not na nagpapakaimportante ako but i have a lot to do... im sure you know who are and i hope you can understand and can i just mention someone (a total stranger.. a cute one at that)told me i was pretty.. behind me.. as if i didnt hear it hahaha tsk tsk now that really made my day now any other compliments?? hahaha okay ill stop it now|W|P|113265528703161868|W|P|frustrations|W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/20/2005 12:28:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|friday was one of the most tiring day in my entire life.. when i got home past 5 i directly went to bed and slept and woke up about 7 terrible.. it was frustrating though to find him on the otehr side of the road going towards me and in some kind of 'twist of fate' we didnt say any hi or hello yes we know each other by face but we really dont know each other by name he is my classmate in one of my classes.. enough of my stupid frustrations though.. even if friday was a horrible nakakahaggard day.. it was pretty nice din.. i saw aiko,aira,keno,bim(who i havent greeted happy bday yet..am really sorry),yla,anne, sino pa ba.. there is someone im totally forgetting about hmmm.. ah yes si carissa and jason and arcel(sorry) yun.. masaya|W|P|113246128826678427|W|P||W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/16/2005 05:53:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|i texted myrtle'hi!! where are you' and then she replied nagkukulaw ka na hin harry potter ano?traitor.haha terrible right?? how in this world did she know i was in that comfy chair in the movie theater waiting for the goblet of fire to start.. she absolutely has powers so for the movie? i give it a 4.4 out of 5 the other 0.6 well its for the TOTAL LACK OF DETAILS!!! especially the quidditch world cup.. i mean c'mon it was soo stupid!!! also the yule ball... and did i say their whole school year was absolutely undefined but i like the movie.. because of mainly the last parts of it.. from the time cedric and harry touched the goblet it was a bit detailed in the part where harry and voldemort were involved.. dun lang wala nang iba!! i adore ralph fiennes voldemort-iness(if there is such a term) it was soo evil, so cruel.. and his eyes where the real asset.. ang galing ng acting!!! pero i would forgive the director and the producers for cutting some parts cause the movie would be 5-6 hours long if it would be detailed.. but nevertheless im going to watch it hahaha now im waiting for 'the order of the phoenix' and im soo excited about the dumbledore's army!!! it will be totally wicked!!!!|W|P|113213542056032408|W|P||W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/14/2005 01:06:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|i woke up 5AM, went to school 6:30AM, arrived at 7:10AM,and went home at 1:00 PM imagine that.. i was only there for the morning.. at first i thought that this sched is nice.. but now im still not used to it.. MTh 7:00-8:30AM-Chem16Lec 8:30-9:45AM-Math17(yes im retaking it.) 10:00-1:00-Chem16Lab TF 8:30-9:45AM-Math17 10:00-11:30AM-Eng12(apesa si Bagulaya ang prof ko!) 11:30-1:00PM-Geog1(im totally loving this class.. hi prof. ocampo!!!) 2:30-4:00PM-Eng 1 akalain mo yun from AS to Math and back.. terrible .. ang ganda ng mga songs ng pussycat dolls.. they hired a great producer people!!! Dont Cha Stick Wit' U both songs are awesome.. well for me that is.. i dont care about what other people say and then i love the panday ost.. though i dont watch panday in abs(okay fine i watched it once) ever since i heard it i fell in love with it.. the lyrics are beautiful!!! astig ka ebe!!!! ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig.. maghintay ka lamang ako'y darating.. pagkat sa isangtaong mahal mo ng buong puso lahat ay gagawin makita kang muli eto.. hahaha.. and i was just surfing youtube.. and i found this.. one of my favorite korean song just click the play button okay?|W|P|113194664922250063|W|P|im still not contented|W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/13/2005 03:54:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|

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|W|P|113186849647938807|W|P||W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/13/2005 12:20:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|i had so much fun last night it was terribly awesome.. it was the first time i saw charisse ever since what april?? i wish mike would email me our pcs.. it was awesome!!! we were like soo noisy.. and people were even staring at us.. coz we would talk in our dialect. it was soo much fun.. we would..eat..eat.. and eat.. haha.. we were even supposed to be going to cubao for a provincial thing but it was too late.. i hope to see you next week guys!!! oh and by the way.. 3 aesome movies are going to be shown in the theaters next week my little bride,my boyfriend is type b and HARRY POTTER!!! yes!!!! im so excited|W|P|113185582403429413|W|P||W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/13/2005 11:56:00 AM|W|P|joyce|W|P| "You must remember this, a kiss is still a kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A classic story of love in trying times, chock full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously believe in true love, but you're also constantly aware of practicality and societal expectations. That's not always fun, but at least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis get you down too much. What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life? brought to you by Quizilla Your Japanese name should be 'Mitsuko' which means "child of light".

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(Surprise!) brought to you by Quizilla|W|P|113185507486405863|W|P|a love story ei|W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/11/2005 04:43:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|my first 2 2nd sem days was pretty much as boring as always(unlike last sem) but it was better though coz i know a lot of people now.. and i say hi to them whenever i see them unlike like sem.. when i hardly knew anyone.. okay.. start.. nov.10.. 7:00-chem 16 lecture yes 7 in the morning.. but what amazed me was i woke up at 2 am..but of course i went back to sleep again.. and woke up at 5:30.. and i was actually pretty early for my class.. i was there at 6:30.. at frst i never imagine it.. coz.. i really dont get up that early and it was the first time i got up ever since the first day of school when i was 4th yr high school..so probably i can say that was an awesome achievement!! okay enough.. so i went there a bit early..it was damn dark in the chem pav.. the lights werent opened in that part of the building where our room was located and much more no professor showed up 10:00-math 17 im retaking it promise to do everything in my power to finally pass it... my prof is a she. so im happy.. we didnt do anything except sign the classcards ---------------------- after that. had lunch with my former math 17 classmates in casaa.. theyre a room away from me but we have the same sched... isnt it funny that when we were classmates we had no time to hang out with each other excpet durng math period.. but now we do.. hehe ok.... past forward to 1 pm-chem 16 lab still no professor.. as i said it was totally unforgiving(the place i mean)... dont even ask why then NOVEMBER 11 my first class is math 17 and i was late for 5 minutes.. i woke up late it was the first time we were discussing some things.. and that was t 10:00 eng 12 i have bagulaya as my prof.. i dont now if it is a good thing or not.. i dont care.. i heard about him from apesa and edrick.. and also abram.. but i was fnshed enlistment when that happened. so im innocent(yeah right) 11-30 geog 1 nothing happened.. im so thankful that richard(the noisy) is my classmate i mean that was the first tme i fnally got to be able to talk to somebody or even talk for that matter.. i like our prof.. shes soo funny. hehehe then i had a vacant period from 1:2-30.. that people is my lunchtime uhhmm... i saw jayson at cs after math and edgar in as 2:30 eng 1 imagine that the 5th floor..again.. is this a curse?? i hate the fact that i need to use the stairs to go to that floor. its soo not practical by the way kris is my classmate.. im so happy my kumare is with me i also have classmates that are my coursemates cool diba?|W|P|113169985526210288|W|P|my 1st 2 days|W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com11/10/2005 05:18:00 PM|W|P|joyce|W|P|yes yes yes.... again.. i would like to have a new look at the blogging realm.. ive been quite busy... my head is a bit overloaded with things to do.. and its just the start of the semester.. imagine what will happen at midsem week of the finals week even.. crazy.. really really.. anyways.. im soo damn happy meeting a lot of people today.. well of course those that were my classmates last sem.. and are very close to me now.... there were blockmates:donna,jen and paolo math 17 classmates:yla,dennis kas 2 classmates:iris,keno and an eL50 classmate:kaye.. did i miss anyone..? sorry okay.... im retaking math17 hehe.. i promise to do better this sem(I REALLY PROMISE) and yla told me my math17 prof. is somehow related to my last sem math 17 prof(terrible) my first day.. was good.. no classes yet.. or should i say no professor around just yet.. except math17.. shes nice though.. well to all of us.. happy 2nd sem.. live all the 1st sem inhibitions behind.. and ill try to work out my study habits.. theyre terribly aweful.. and speaking of which... the labs were really scary ... they were like antique(just like my college building)the sink was the most aweful part.. and i was sitting on front of it.. thank GOD someone came up to me and talked to me... Char or should i say Ate Char.. hehe. and btw..... enlistment is not soo bad.. the whole enrollment thing wasnt either... remember rather fall in a line for enlistment rather than prerog.. hahaha|W|P|113161435243485566|W|P|the beginning... again...|W|P|dainty.eyes@gmail.com